what do you do, where do you go when the party's over? well i have been keeping busy. one thing is for sure, sam crittenden's house is going to be the coolest place in glendora. oh wait. it already is. there is a zipline into the pool in the works that will be ready to go by next week, and the poop shoot is getting re-tarped. cause you have to do that to poop shoots every now and then. tarp em up. if you don't know what i'm talking about you need to go to sam's house. as matt bolt always says, "it's like disneyland, except it never closes."
clean shaven or die. it makes me really happy that at least some people in the world can grow legitimate beards. the house smells like weed. i guess i am the one who would notice something like that. but it doesn't bother me. i love these guys. i have some real friends and brothers in them. it's sad that it took me until now to realize this.
tonight is boys night. so if your boys want to die you let em. girls wanna cry forget em. i love that line. BITERS. everyone should listen to them.
does anybody know any one that wears ben sherman clothes? i love ben sherman. they are so english. so all the skins and mods van pretend its 1969 forever. and that sounds fantastic.
i have been going on a lot of runs lately. this is good because, a. i have always wanted to start running again, and b. running helps me clear my head. and that is always a good thing. soccer has been so therapeutic to my life. but i have discovered that following it too closely is not. not that i don't love arsenal, but lately i have all but forgotten the season and that is a good thing. i am not really a sports fan. i think i like football because of the idea of community, your friends by your side, and staying loyal to a team until you die. i think i can only be a big soccer fan when i'm on top. and it's weird, these days no one is loyal to a team based on geography. of course i shouldn't say no one, but people don't have to be. "my team" is thousands of miles a way. anyway enough about football. that's not really what has been on my mind at all.
i am going through a tough time in life. i feel like i am changing for the better and growing, but that doesn't make things easier. growing up is not easy. but i am proud of myself for learning. i have really been working hard at becoming the man that i am, and that i will be. it won't happen in two weeks, it won't happen in a month. but it's happening whether i like it or not. i am proud of the way i have been tackling it head on, as hard as it is everyday. i pray that i never let my guard down. i want to learn from every experience in my life. i want to live a life i am satisfied with. and that's all a man can hope for.
laundry is done. time to cook. a new recipe a week. that's what i am shooting for. so far so good.
and it feels so good just to say what i need to say. i can't wait to scan some things and share them. i can't wait to write more of them.
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